Well, I haven't updated much in a while and I was tired of having that old journal posted.

Basically I started college about 3 months ago and, despite the fact that it's an art institute, I don't get much time to work on anything other than my assigned art projects (which are either too big to get a picture of at the moment or just practice drawings). Also, the few pictures I did post recently were either ideas from hanging out with friends or gifts for my best friends; however, due to recent circumstances I've found myself not motivated and too troubled to work on any other work, at least for the time being (I'd prefer not to talk about at the present time; I don't want to trouble anyone else).

So, sorry if you don't seem to hear from me in a while; I do still plan on getting on often to check and reply to messages but other than that I doubt I will do much else. Honestly, I've been thinking about leaving dA recently but this is one of the only ways I have to contact my friends so that alone will keep me here for the time being.

I stole this from 's journal. Sorry, couldn't resist...

RULES:
1. Put music player on Shuffle (iPod, iRiver, winamp, etc)
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets, for example (){}[] etc, after the song name

Are you male or female?
Pain That I'm Used To - Depeche Mode
(I don't know what that has to do with the question, but I'm female.)

Describe yourself!
Mambo - Helena Paparizou
(I'm driven and blinded by love/my emotions.)

What do people feel when they're around you?
Katayoku no Tori/One-Winged Bird - Akiko Shikata
(All sins will be forgiven and hate can be turned into forgiveness, I guess. God, I hope that's true.)

Describe your current relationship.
Zero Gravity - David Archuleta
(I feel better/like I can fly whenever I'm around those I love and care about.)

Where would you like to be now?
Fashion - Lady Gaga
(At the mall..? )

How do you feel about love?
If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback
(Never forget the one you love; treat each day with them as if it's the last.)

What's your life like?
Misery Business - Paramore
(Pretty much like one big love triangle. I want to be the one to always be there for who I love and make all their dreams come true.)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Holiday - Green Day
(I want the world to change.)

Say something wise.
Street Fighter(War) - Sick Puppies
(Step up and fight instead of always running away from your problems.)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Higurashi no Naku Koro ni - Eiko Shimamiya
('You're going to die and there's no turning back.' I guess... KK, that's a bit creepy, even for me o_o)

How would you describe yourself?
Rehab - Rihanna
(I am controlled by sadness and loneliness and need to learn that I can live on without the aid of others.)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Lollipop(Candyman) - Aqua
(A sweet guy that will always be there for me.)

How do you feel today?
Hot N Cold - Katy Perry
(I feel torn between two opposite feelings.)

What is your life's purpose?
Sorry - Madonna
(I need to learn to stop blaming myself for everything and stand on my own to feet.)

What is your motto?
Phenomenon - Thousand Foot Krutch
(Learn to make yourself known instead of living as a shadow.)

What do you think of your parents?
Solemn Hour - Within Temptation
(I feel they are responsible for a lot of my problems and pain; I really don't feel that way though... )

What do you think about very often?
Blow You Away - Breaking Benjamin
(Whether or not I am strong enough to survive.)

What is 2 + 2?
Boom Boom Boom Boom - Vengaboys
(Obviously sex. )

What do you think of your best friend?
Rooftops - Lostprophets
(I want our friendship to last forever and I never want to forget the friends I made and the good times we had.)

What do you think of the person you like?
Falling Down - Oasis
(Without him around I feel as though the whole world is crashing around me.)

What is your life story?
S.E.X. - Nickelback
(This pretty much explains itself. No, no, and no. I guess sex isn't always the answer, huh? )

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Light Up the Sky - Yellowcard
(The one there to help everyone and brighten up their day.)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Let the Flames Begin - Paramore
(A little destructive to be a wedding dance... )

What will they play at your funeral?
From Where You Are - Lifehouse
(Fits pretty well considering it's about missing someone close to you.)

What is your hobby/interest?
Second Chance - Shinedown
(Taking chances and becoming independant? Yeah right... )

What is your biggest fear?
Sober - Pink
(I don't want to be controlled by feeling for others to the point that I can't go on without them, but I also don't entirely want to be alone... )

What is your biggest secret?
No Fear - The Rasmus
(The darkness inside may eventually control or kill me; let's just hope that never happens shall we? )

What do you think of your friends?
Amaranth - Nightwish
(They cause me to feel alone? False, my friends always know how to cheer me up and make me feel needed. ^^)

What will you post this as?
Falling Inside the Black - Skillet
(...there you go...; and if anyone wants to do this too feel free. ^^)

I stole this from 's journal since I've been seriously bored lately.

Rules:
#1 Answer the questions
#2 Tag 9 people
#3 There is no tag backs ^^
(*NOTE* I'm just going to forget about those last 2 rules.)


BASICS

Name: Tammy

Age: 18

D.O.B.: April 2

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Straight

Race: In real-life: White/Caucasian (Human, duh!); On World of Warcraft: Draenei

Birthplace: Troy, Missouri

Current location: Sitting at the computer, in my room.

Eye color: Hazel(green and orange)

Hair Color: Brown/Brunette

Height: 5'3''

Heritage: I honestly, don't know...

Priercings: None; I REALLY hate needles and pain.

Tattoos: *see above answer*

Zodiac: Aries

Chinese Zodiac: Sheep/Goat

Religion: None; I have a certain belief in each of them.

Shoe Size: 7-8


FAVORITES

Band/Singer: Big Fat Everything and Rammstein

Song: Crushed by: BFE and Engel by: Rammstein

Genre of Music: All types(except for most Country and Rap)

Color(s): Green

TV show(s): Normal TV shows: That '70s Show and Code Monkeys Anime: Higurashi no Naku Koro ni and Umineko no Naku Koro ni

Movie(s): Underworld trilogy, AiR: The Motion Picture, Beavis and Butt-head Do America, etc.

Food: Pizza

Store: Borders and Gamestop(any book or game store mainly)

Number: 7

Drink: Redbull

Animal: Barn Owl

Pizza topping: Almost anykind, but my favorites are Buffalo Chicken and Sausage.

Season: Spring

Month: May

Holiday: Christmas(duh!)

Actor: Hugh Jackman

Actress: Kate Beckinsale

Book(s): Arthas: Rise of the Lich King, The Fallen series, and anything by Gena Showalter, Keri Arthur, or Jennifer Armintrout.

Snack: Strawberries

Pass Time: Drawing, reading, and playing video games.


THIS OR THAT

Sunny or rainy: Rainy; I don't have to mow the grass when it rains.

Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla

Fruit or veggie: Fruit

Night or day: Night

Sour or sweet: Both; but I like sweet slightly better.

Love or money: Love

Phone or in person: In person; I hate talking on the phone.

Poor & happy or rich & miserable: Poor and happy

Looks or personality: Personality

Coffee or tea: Coffee

Hot or cold: Hot

Animals or Humans: Animals

Black or White: Black

Art or Writing: Art

Movies or TV: Movies

DVD Or Blue Ray: DVD

Sony or Nintendo: Sony

Sleep on your Right or Left Side: Both; I toss and turn in my sleep...

Darwin or Creation: Darwin


YOUR

Goal for this year: To survive my first year of college

Most missed memory: All the times I spent with my uncle(may he rest in peace).

Best physical feature: Eyes, I guess(they're the only things I really like about myself).

First thought waking up: I must actually do something today...

First word(s) you say in the morning: Damn, no new messages/notes on deviantART...

#1 Thing you hate about yourself: My shyness...


FUTURE

Do you wanna get married: Of course; just as long as it's with the right guy.

Do you wanna have kids: Maybe; that's too far in the future for me to think about right now.

Do you wanna go to college: Yep, I'm starting in a week and I'm really nervous about it.

What do you want to be in your life: An artist(not entirely sure on the type yet; probably either animation or graphic design)


DO YOU

Dance: Not well

Smoke: Never!

Drink: *see above answer*

Shower daily: Yeah

Like thunderstorms: No...

Curse: Of course; especially when I play video games.

Sing: Somethings, but not very well.

Play an instrument: Nope.

Think you are good looking: Not at all; opposite actually.

Get along with your parents: Yep

Get along well with others: Yes, as soon as I get over my shyness enough to talk to them.

Have a Dirty Little Secret: Who doesn't?

Snore: Nope. ^^

Roll around it bed: Yeah...


OTHER

Can you whistle: Kind of; I whistle in instead of out(don't ask).

Right or left handed: Right-handed

Your bedtime: 9-10 pm; I like getting up early the next morning.

Biggest fear: Hurting or losing those I care about.

3 things you can't live without: My family, my best friends, and my computer.

Color of your room: Red and black with flames.

Siblings: 1 older sister.

Pets: 5 cats, 2 dogs, 1 goat, 1 goose, and a bunch of chickens.

For or against gay marriage: I don't really care either way...

Thoughts on abortion: Pro-choice

If you could be anywhere right now where would you be: Anywhere with my best friends.

Do you wear contacts/glasses: Glasses, but I hardly ever wear them.

Are you afraid of the dark: Only a little; I'm mainly afraid of being alone in the dark...

USERNAME:
fallenangel61616

NAME ((FULL IF YOU WOULD)):
Tammy Michelle Entwistle

AGE:
18

DOB:
April 2, 1991

GENDER:
Female

WHAT'S YOUR ORIENTATION??:
Straight

SINGLE OR TAKEN??:
Single

YOUR ZODIAC SIGN:
Aries

YOUR CHINESE ZODIAC SIGN:
Sheep

PEOPLE LABAL YOU AS ??:
Quiet and/or a shut-in

FAVORITE SONG:
Life is Beautiful by: Sixx A.M.
(also Poker Face by: Lady Gaga and Into the Night by: Santana)

FAVORITE BOOK(s):
Arthas: Rise of the Lich King, The Fallen series, Underworld series(based off of the movies), and anything by Gena Showalter or Keri Arthur.

FAVORITE MOVIE:
Underworld series (Underworld, Underworld: Evolution, and Underworld: Rise of the Lycans)

FAVORITE TV SHOW:
(Excluding Anime) That '70s Show

FAVORITE BAND:
Rammstein

FAVORITE FARM ANIMAL(S):
Horse

FAVORITE WILD ANIMAL(S):
Owl (I also love bats)

TOP 5 FAVORITE ANIMES ((OR CARTOONS IF YOU NEVER WATCH ANIME)):
#1 Higurashi no Naku Koro ni (along with Umineko no Naku Koro ni even though I've only seen one episode)
#2 Disgaea
#3 Elfen Lied
#4 Rozen Maiden
#5 Chrono Crusade

FAVORITE DRINK:
Mountain Dew: Code Red (excluding Red Bull)

FAVORITE VIDEO GAME(s):
Disgaea, World of Warcraft, Parasite Eve, Soul Calibur, Mirror's Edge, Xenosaga, Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney, etc. (the list goes on forever)

FAVORITE MYTHICAL CREATURE(s):
Dragon, Phoenix, etc. (you name it = I probably find it awesome)

WHERE DO YOU LIVE:
Missouri (United States)

DO YOU ROLE PLAY?:
Not really... I play role-playing video games...

WHAT'S YOUR RELIGION??:
I don't exactly believe in any one religion...


WHAT'S YOUR ETHNICITY??:
White/Caucasian

WHAT'S YOUR EYE COLOR??:
Hazel (mostly green with a bit of orange mixed in)

WHAT'S YOUR HAIR COLOR??:
Brown/Brunette

WHAT'S YOUR HEIGHT??:
5'3'' (last time I checked...)

DO YOUR SMOKE/DRINK??:
Not now and I hope I never do...


DO YOU WANT CHILDREN ((IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANY ALREADY XD )):
Maybe someday...
At the moment I don't think so... but attitudes change.

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TAG YOU'RE IT!! 8D

PLEASE RE-POST THIS IN YOUR JOURNAL AFTER YOU ANSWER THE QUESTIONS ON MY PAGE!!

I got this from:

YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE:
'The Worst Foe Lies Within the Self...' (for those that don't know: it's the main tagline from the game, Parasite Eve)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOUR GROWN UP??:
Artist; probably Animation or Graphic Design(anything that uses a bit of both Digital and Traditional styles of art)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT ART THEFT??:
Most of the time I find it both wrong and disrespectful; unless, of course, the one stealing the art gives credit to the artist (but then again I guess it wouldn't be considered 'theft' then)

DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
Yes... doesn't everyone? (and please don't tell )

IF WE EVER MET WOULD YOU KISS ME ??:
Nicole(~LightDragon777)...?!
Sorry... you're awesome, but I'm not that kind of girl.

WILL YOU REPOST???:
It's posted here isn't it?

Tagged by (again ^^)

Rules of tagging:

1. Post the rules.
2. Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves.
3. At the end you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal.
4. Then go back to their page and leave a comment saying you tagged them.
5. No tag backs.

1. I'm hopelessly addicted to World of Warcraft(and there's no cure ).
2. I often buy video games but don't get around to playing them for months(something my friends constantly tease me about).
3. I can be quite annoying(in my opinion), especially when bored or lacking social interaction.
4. I have a pet goose named, George.
5. I'm not now nor have I ever been in a relationship(guys don't tend to like me very much).
6. I have a strong hatred of the Guitar Hero/Rock Band games.
7. I am COMPLETELY obsessed with Higurashi no Naku Koro ni(as if that isn't obvious by now).

8. *drum roll* I'm not that big of a Sonic the Hedgehog fan any more.

As alway, no tags from me (unless anyone wants to do this, of course). :cheer: